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Winding Oak's Bookology Magazine

Molting Advice

Debra FrasierI just survived the Great Blizzard of 2016 from a cabin atop a mountain in western North Carolina. When the snow and wind stopped we emerged into a soft, untouched world. Tall snow-heavy pines. Layers of Blue Ridge mountains now white. Silent.

We shoveled.

Two days later I could finally drive down the mountain to a friend’s home and there, on the twisting creekside road, two red cardinals suddenly crossed in front of my car. Piercing red. An event lasting no longer than two seconds.

I should mention that I am currently artistically lost. Me, who once gave lectures on what to do when lost. I am more than lost. Psychically molting, I am the lobster who has outgrown a shell and shivers naked behind the coral arch, waiting for something dreadful to happen, or, in more hopeful moments, the caterpillar turned to mush with absolutely no brain to even invent a conception of the future. Every assured being amazes me—tree, bird, human—how can anything have such strength, bones, shell, wings, purpose?

Debra Frasier letter forms

Those two seconds of red birds flashing magic in front of my car’s first post-blizzard trip pierce this mush. But, I argue, what will it possibly matter if I try to put words to this tiny, tiny, startling moment?

Cardinals’ wings cross,
quick red threads stitch tree to tree
on snowbed’s white quilt.

Later, THIS quote crosses my Facebook (oh, inadequacy!) feed:

“The world is full of magic things
patiently waiting for our senses to grow sharper.”  
W.B. Yeats

In the dark the mush tremors slightly.

So I try again:

Startled red wings cross—
two sudden cardinal threads
stitching winter’s quilt.

Yes. Yeats speaks to ME on Facebook, of all godforsaken places.
Artist wakes artist.

I suddenly realize:
This is what we do to form the long bucket brigade to save each other.

Red flashes, flick, flick,
Two cardinal threads cross-stitch
The slow falling snow.

Debra Frasier Calligraphy

This is the advice I heard deep inside the molting mush: forget everything, every longing for meaning or contribution, for riches, for applause. Simply do this:

Grow your senses sharper.

Yeats told me. On Facebook.

5 Responses to Molting Advice

  1. David LaRochelle March 3, 2016 at 3:47 pm #

    I hope those cardinals (and Yeats) lead you to a place of creative joy, Debra. I have no doubt you will get there eventually, but I hope you won’t have to wait too long. Your handwriting itself is a work of art.

  2. Joanne Toft March 3, 2016 at 7:51 pm #

    Ah that long moment of change – which road do we go down now there are so many to choose from?! Enjoy the wondering journey!

  3. Janet Wong March 3, 2016 at 11:47 pm #

    Of course YEATS talks to you on Facebook, Debra! Me, I get mattress ads on FB and warnings not to eat These 5 Foods . . . Thank goodness for the occasional post on something like a brilliant artist who sees cardinals fly by and decides they’re stitching snow quilts!

  4. Margaret Nelson Brinkhaus March 4, 2016 at 1:47 am #

    Perhaps this is your current art, Debra. To share your creative wondering with others who wonder/wander too.

  5. Karen Henry Clark March 4, 2016 at 8:54 am #

    “A poem should not mean/But be,” as MacLeish wrote. The same is true of a life. You’re finding your way there.

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